A new day

same shit...

Soo,

I think im getting sick and that sucks to the fullest extent.
I feel all BLEH and all i want to do is sleep...but I can't cuz I feel tired but when I actually lay down, I can't fall asleep. It's horrible.

Somebody come make me soup, or at least buy me some...
NO better yet, tea.
Some nice warm tea, ahhhh
Sounds amazing

I'm not a player

I just crush a lot...

Hmmm,

This could be interesting..
I just won't say anything....
And lets see where it goes.
=)

Ps;

I'm much better now.

Sept.15.2008 9:05 p.m

Isn't it just grrrreat when your comfort zone gets ripped right out from under you feet?
Fuck you, all I needed to do was release some vibes, but now thats fucking impossible right?
You wonder why I have such bad habits, when I'm trying to but all this frustration to good use and you won't let me.
Whats 20 fucking minutes out of your way? hmm? Tell me, I'm dying to know if it hurts you THAT bad.
Its bullshit...B U L L S H I T!

The frustraion builds up inside me,
Tension so thick I think I'm gonna spilt,
If the truth hurts this much,
I consider life to be the biggest bitch,
You can do whatever you want to me,
But that don't mean your lifestytle will fit,
You have to thrive on what makes you happy,
Just keep that in mind, and thats pretty much it.

Darling what is going on?

You know how you "say" your going to do or stop something, and you never really change anything? It sucks huh?

I got what I deserved...

And I LOVE it

Syke

Well, well, well. I'm super tired, and my head hurts, it suuucks. Today was fun, this whole week has been a really good week. Except for when nightfalls, then everything just gets fucked up. By yes, none other than a boy. HOW STUPID, I know but eh its like whatever. I have my ways and their not getting changed, so just deal with it. I've been happy lately, its a nice change. Even though, right now, honestly, I have no reason to be happy. Like if I sat here and said everything (including all the fucking stupid ass details), you'd be wondering why I'm so happy. But see I learned that I can't let dumb shit liek that effect me. Fuck them, If you want to be a jerk, so be it. But if your not a big enough jerk to admit your a jerk and get pissed off at me for when I call you a jerk...Then that just makes you a BITCH. I think thats worse, but anywho, like I was saying, things are pretty fucked up right now, but for once in my life I have more positive things in my life to focus on rather than; jerks, bitches, hoes, man-whores, comments that should be kept inside peoples heads, people who believe what they hear rather that actually asking about it, and any other typical high school bullshit. I'm over it, and I think thats why you keep trying to push it on me. Is because I finally learned how to let things go, and your still sour dwelling on your past.
Am I right or am I right?

LESSON OF THE DAY: Let stupid things go. Find something else to spend most of your time on rather than point out someones flaws when you, yourself, are actually three thousand times WORSE. Just because you feel better about yourself when you talk down about a certian trait that someone has, doesn't mean that you don't also have that trait in you. Think about it next time before you make a fool out of yourself.

A M A Z I N G

It really is,
I feel great.
Lets see how long this lasts,
or lets see how long until people notice and try to effect me somehow.
Whateverrrrrr,
Its all good,
you live in the moment....bottom line.
You should listen to that advice Shianne.