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"I think it's just time to give in. I was taught to always fight, but I was never taught how to win."

"And just because you want to burn yourself down to a million of pieces, doesn't mean you should let other people start your fire."

"When all I want to do is scream for help, and exactly how much I miss you, my lungs are shriveling up, being filled with misery, and all I can do is give in, let myself drowned in this sea of sorrow."

-Me

Entrance;

Access granted.

If the seal is broken,

Please throw away.

My seal is broken.

E X P I R E D.

Me vs. Me

Its disgusting, but I can't stop.
I really want to, but it's really not in my control.

I can't get help, I don't want help.

Let me
Kill me

Let me
Improve me

Let me
Doubt me

Let me
Heal me

Let me
Hate me.


Its sad when an object so much smaller than you,
Has SO much control over you.

I cough until there's blood,
I laugh until I cry,
I pretend everything's alright,
And I always ask myself WHY?

OH DEAR GOD!

i think i just puked...
That is just the concrete foundation to my opinion,
that all the hot people date unattractive people.

hahahahahahaha wooooooooooooooW
I'm soo fucking amused,
Thats it!
We should place bets on this
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

If I had

A dollar for every time I said I was going to make plans with her,
I'd buy a rope and hang myself with it.

Sometimes I wonder how I get so caught up?

I hope she understands or even accepts that I'm fucked up.

I
just
hope
she
doesn't
give
up on


me.

Another one bites the dust,

Time to find a new one.
The cycle never breaks, and I think that's what I love the most.

I don't want to hurt you,

But it's ALL i know.

I guess,

Its a good thing I don't have kids and don't have to worry about bills. Probably due to the fact that I'm only 17 years young, and I like to enjoy myself. I'm not one to sit here and compare scars and tell you how much my mom's making, who's a single mom may I add, with no job, and with my younger sister to provide for. Now tell me how am I throwing my money away, if I have a steady life, and home life, and never once complain. I'm not sitting here complaining that I'm poor. Money is the least of my problems, I don't need money to feel happy. If you want somebody who cares, try talking to some one, I'm no genius, but that usually works. You shouldn't bring other peoples good lifes down with your problems or despair. It's called balance, I have it, my close friends do, you should find it too. It's how we manage our lives, so it doesn't get so lonely. So next time your going to be speaking about me, lets set up an interview, yeah? So that way, maybe you can get the facts for once, and not just spread out your opinion like its the truth.
Thanks,

CAPTCHAS Are really hard to read while stoned.

It really is, or they really are, whats the right way to say that?
Hmmm, oh yeah, i wanted to comment about how fucking weird my head feels.
Like the back of my neck IS ON FIRE!
and the top of my head feels like its getting pulled!
Fucking trippy as fucks,
tracks....railroad tracks....UHHH
hahahah that sounds like a rap.
This feeling is WACK! WHoa! i Feel like everybody should feel.
High. Stoned. Baked. Faded.
How ever you say it, its A M A Z I N G.
THE ENd.

OHMYDEARGOD!

I find it soo fucking amusing! Wow, I mean, in person with you, your a lot different than the way you come off over the internet. Its funny, like your oh so rebellious, saying fuck this and fuck that, yet everyday you go home to the same ol' routine of falling into the arms of your mom and dad and constantly realizing your all alone. I love it, it makes me feel that my shitty life, is going a lot better than I thought, and I now, have no reson to complain.
I L O V E I T.
Every moment of it, hate on it.
I L O V E I T.

In other words;
FUCKING LOVE GROOVE 09! It's going to be by FAR my best Valentines Day ever!
<3