Some times

We Feel Just Like Machines.

Yes

It's true. I have found something new. I'm not going into details, you can only have a few. Simple, sweet, good in the sheets. Enough to satisfy my needs, keep me happy, and slowing down on weed. I had my doubts, but now on my high horse I'm preaching; This life is fucking sweeeet.

Just a few.

Contreltophobia. Monophobia. Maleusiophobia. Chronophobia. Dysmorphophobia. Odontophobia. Panthophobia. Atychiphobia. Erotophobia. Theophobia. Eremophobia. Bromidrosiphobia. Tomophobia. Heterophobia. Anuptaphobia. Dishabillophobia. Automatonophobia. Emetophobia.

It really weighs me down everyday.

I

I know I think; now tell me, why can't you?

I Do

I Do.
Love You, BooHoo.
I need some new shoes.
You need a clue,
Because I know deep down inside
Your secretly repeating
"Its through, it's through."
Sad little creature,
I found love in something new,
and now its all jokes to us.
And the biggest one is YOU.

These days have been wonderful. I need to get my head more in school though, soo that sucks. But oh well, I'm sure I'll thank myself in the future. Yup, thats it.
Basketball game tomorrow; WOOO! That means lots of Red Bulls and yelling, muahahaha. But No BFFN Ashley :/ she has to baby sit. OH AND tomorrows Taco Tuesday with Cassidy :D
I hope I can hustle some money for that, hahahah. Damn my poor mexicanness.
AH AH AH
I STILL WANT SOME FUCKING SPAGHETTI! OR CHINESE FOOD! OR LASAGNA! OR PIZZA.
Bllrrrrp.
Goodnight[:

#littlemonstersforever
<3

Think in ink before you blink.

"Boys can love a million different girls in a lifetime, but it takes a true man to love a girl in million different ways."

Forever.

Forever and ever and ever...I promise you.


.uoyevolI

New

This feeling is so new. You your new, and I've never had this taste in the past; New, your soo new.

This is nice. Everything is okay, life is great. Amazement is yet to come, I can't wait for the future.

Your brain yesterday was, well umm, it was happy. So were you, wasn't it great? yes, yes, the lake and all. Everything was perfect, just like always.

Boohoo, rainy days. I love em'. They make me cozy, and cozy is nice.
Listening to music and thinking, all with a smile.

Oh hey, this is going to last a long while.

-xoxo

Oh

I think I like, I think I like, I think I like it, like it.

AHHHHHHHHHH.
:D

Bleep

Blorp.

R.I.P

Buried under the ground are the memories that once consumed me.

Here now begins the world;
Let it unravel,
Before your very own lovely eyes.
Are you ready now?
I can taste it.

AHHHHHH

ANT.

A ant.


Ant. Ant. Ant

ANTICIPATION!

Oh the anticipation.

[:



I'm going to make you mine, under the disco lights.


hmmmm....love.


LOVE.LOVE.LOVE.YOU.

You are love. My love.


Naa, maybe?


Anticipation will confirm.



Oh, dear.


Oh, oh, oh, oh.

On another note;
I'M LEGAL IN TWO DAYS!!!

:D

B A S S

BOOM!

Enough of that. I haven't really wrote anything in a WHile because I haven't had Internet. But now it's in my lap....literally. Soo, where to begin.
So much shit over the past few months; Amazing, shitty, great, cool, unexpected, WHierd, horrible, and regretful. Blah blah blah, and I'm still the same.

Completely the same, but in a different way.

Exactly.

I'm really happy now, no longer overwhelmed by pussy behavior, or stupid little remarks of pride are getting to me.

You want to act like a bitch, then do it. Your only making yourself look stupid hunny. So hold your head high, in hopes of pretending like nothing ever went wrong, or that nothing ever phased you, but let me tell you this...
You can't always hide in music and your hood forever.
Be responsible and maybe just a tad bit mature, and everything will get fixed.
Until then, this little act your putting on, well I must say, as an actress myself you need some improvement....or maybe not.
Maybe I'm the only one who notices because I'm the only one who knows you that well. Use your brain and see that things need to be settled, you need me as I need you. BOOHOO get over it and have conversations. And quit acting like that.


Whew! what a relief.
Its sad when you have to write on here instead of talking face to face because the person likes to keep their pride number one.


I have a new number one.

One who will never let me down, or anywhere NEAR the ground. Things are going to be amazing. I can NOT wait until June 3. 2010. Everything will only get harder BUT everything will also be better, so much better.
<3

You, my love, are different. Your everything to me. Now isn't that sweet? Believe it; the world will see. Hah.

New Year

New finds, new minds, new climbs.

New sex, new wrecks, new pecks.

New lines, new "mine's", new binds.

New crys, new lies, new tries.

New me, new you; New us.

Yeah, it's all true.