Note To Self;

Some things just can't change,
no matter HOW fucking hard you try,
or HOW badly you want them to,
just give up kid,
your wasting your time.

"If what you hear

And see isn't all of me

Well to become part of what you've need to be ready,
Well it rips you apart,
If what you think and feel, you think maybe real,
To become part of what you need to feel honest

Well its never enough,
Denying my body impulses,
Denying my impulses, keep them inside,

Nobody notices, nobody wonders
Where it came from..."


All I have to say, is F U C K Y O U for making me feel like this again..it never seems to fail. I wish I could hate you, or maybe just erase you.

I don't know,

I don't know,
i don't know.
I don't know how to feel right now. It's pretty odd considering I'm always the one helping people in situations like this, yet I'm sitting here in utter confusion.

Where's a DAMN good fortune cookie when you need one?

YESTERDAY

Was, in all honesty, the best FUCKING day ever. No syke. I, like, want to relive that day EVERY SINGLE DAY OF MY LIFE.
You should've been there, it was heaven.

This month is going to be A M A Z I N G


<3