White Rabbit,

Today.

On another note, when I finish and I actually HAVE to face my fears, and I can't take something to subside them, I will be ruined.
Today will probably do a good number on me but I have to go.
Maybe it won't be so bad? Or maybe I'll just ignore you.

I'm off to my wonderland...again.
4 hours should be long enough so self-indulge.

YOUTHINKIHAVENTBUTTHETRUTHIS;IAMaddicted.

Go tell her about that, and how much a infuriate you.
Or sit at home, drowning in your morbid thoughts about self image,
And think about how I've messed up.
And how none of it's your fault.

I'll be waiting for a divine intervention,
A L O N E in my lost thoughts.