It really fucks up a kid when you take her grandma one year, and her dad the following, in the same month may I add.
I hate April.
But, I really hate how people mistreat their parents and famlies. Like, I honestly don't get it, here you have TWO parents and your yelling and disrespecting them to the fullest?
Do you honestly know what I would give up in my life just to here the sentence, "Go ahead sweeite, pick the biggest tree" from my dad any fucking christmas?
Do you know what I would give up just to hug him? Or even at that just to be in his presence?
I WOULD GIVE UP MY FUCKING WORLD
It's been 8 years and I still feel like it was just yesterday.
And it really kills me that even on Christmas I have to wish for all that, because I will always be labeled as "that ungrateful child" who isnt happy with what she has.
Fuck no I'm not happy with what I have,
I was happy with what I had.
Why'd you have to take it away?
My grandma used to sing this to me all the time when I was little, she also used to have me sing this to her in the hospital, 9 years ago, the last few times I ever saw her before she died.
Her voice still sings it to me in my head every night, as I cry myself to sleep.
You are my sunshine
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away
The other nite, dear,
As I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms.
When I awoke, dear,
I was mistaken
And I hung my head and cried.
You are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skys are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
Please don't take my sunshine away.
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