It's nothing new

I hate not knowing what I'm doing. So that's why I'm doing nothing. I feel safer knowing that the idea is there, but once it gets brought up; that's when I get scared. I don't know how to handle it, I don't know how to chose, I can't figure this out;

Pluse - E + where - W - last E + mine + us + you = ?

This awkward silence creates havoc, reach into my heart and pull out this ice pick. Blah blah blah, the poetic bull shit gets old once you've lost your heart and soul. Once I find it...You'll be the first to know.