It's odd

How I get annoyed by that one thing, then I turn around and do it myself.
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Anyways, these past couple of days have been intense. I've like found so much out and eh it doesn't effect me one tiny bit.
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So it's 2:00AM and my phone hasn't went off, and I know exactly why. It sucks, this is weird how I'm totally sad that we haven't talked.
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School starts soon and I'm hyped up like a crackhead who just scored some free crack.
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You know, I was thinking about it earlier, and I shouldn't be doing this. I don't need both, I only need one. But I don't want one so I'm going to keep both.
Well, thats what I thought I wanted, and now I'm actually thinking about leaving one behind.
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So now tell me, what was odd about that?